"but if those thoughts didn't keep you busy, what would you do with all your spare time?"

"I'd practice being lonely"

in between

in between all my uncertainties,
I'm almost sure about one thing
but I'm going back and forth between
a plan for my body and a plan for my soul
I'm beginning to lose sense of what's right
and starting to feel like it's wrong...
all wrong...
but how can a path so tempting be the same
path that would lead me to your mountain
of destruction and chaos
of beauty and delight

in between all my uncertainties,
I'm almost sure it feels ok with you...

- MF

care for a drink ?

the hug

"if she's ever anxious,
just grab her,
and hug her,
really fucking tight"

daytime michelle is off.

with eyes in love

baby we've got the world to see, and with eyes in love, oh how the world will shine for us...

dazzled and dizzied

I was always an unusual girl.
My mother told me I had a chameleon soul,
no moral compass pointing due north,
no fixed personality; just an inner indecisiveness
that was as wide and as wavering as the ocean...
And if I said I didn't plan for it to turn out this way
I'd be lying...
Because I was born to be the other woman.
Who belonged to no one, who belonged to everyone.
Who had nothing, who wanted everything,
with a fire for every experience
and an obsession for freedom
that terrified me to the point that
I couldn't even talk about it,
and pushed me to a nomadic point
of madness that both dazzled and dizzied me.

don't freeze

If I’m forgetting our memories I know you’re forgetting me; and that brings us further and brings ice closer. So please don’t freeze, let me know you let me remember the days where you’d talk about the ways of learning and friendship and although you never came on those trips … I know you wanted to …So who’s to blame in a time where everyone’s at fault but everyone’s okay with the result. Don’t freeze. Let me remember us as what we were and what we would become should our love not have come undone. Thicker than water is blood and we’ve been through the days of flood. Guilty tears. All the growing fears I’ve developed because of our loss and knowing our paths may never again cross. So don’t freeze. Stay close come home I have many stories to tell and questions to ask and together I want to take off your mask. I wait for the day you’ll run away you’re the beauty of my heart come back and again we’ll start.

I love you. - mf

young & beautiful

will you still love me?

pretty bird

time to let me glow

2 worlds.

the beautiful turks & caicos

soft water

sometimes you need to stand still,
for the chaos around you to calm down.
you create your own environment.
- MF

rachel .

my childhood girl crush !